I am the son and the Heir of a shyness that was crimanally broken

I am human and I need to be loved just like everyone else does (The Smiths)

Tuesday, 27 March 2012

Dyspraxia petion

Please sign these petions for dyspraxia thankyou will blog later this evening
The British Psychological Society: Widen dyspraxia and SpLD training for mental health professionals

thakyou

Monday, 26 March 2012

Week in the life 26.3.2012

Today has been a very good and unenpected day. The doctor rang me this morning and I am going back on my anti depressents wich is not good becuase I didnt really want to go back on them in the first place wich is annoying I view it as all his fault and I hate myslef that I think about him in my mind so me and the doctor had a very nice chat so  I am going to back on the medication hopefully not for too long. I made another easter card today I love my card making and scrapbooking I really do it keeps me calm and I am learning new skills and the look of my friends faces when they get a card plus I got georgus forver freinds free decopage sheets with my magazine. I went to bourenmouth again with one of my best freinds in the whole wide world Jenny and I met a new friend today called Jess she is lovely we drove to poole and waite for an age for calvin who we dropped off at as school near winton. me jenny and Jess had a dyspraxic moment in pizza hut today we got confussed ordering Jess wanted one thing and me and jen wanted another thing and the poor watiress got so confussed that she had to start again on a new page lol. Us dyspraxics have moments that happen when we look back at laugh I call these my dyspraxics moments here are some of the Moments that I have had.

Dyspraxic moment number 1. Nearly forgetting change
Dyspraxic Moment number 2. thinking I have dropped something when I havent
Dyspraxic Moment number 3. Bumping into lamposts or people and saying sorry (My freind Jenny does this a lot hope she doesnt mind me saying that)
Dyspraxic Moment number 4. I accidently ordered 3 KFC bbq box meals only becuase I couldn't understand the women serving behind the counter.
Dyspraxic moment number 5- sometimes when I walk I will nearly twist my ankle I did this once.
So there is a few dyspraxic moments that I have expreinced or my freinds have experienced some can be funny others can be quite hard to get over or quite bad that it will make me worry and get anxious for exmaple nearly reversing into a bollard oops these things happen but its learning from them that makes you want to suceed more. I took some photos today for this week in the life project not a lot too today I get shy taking photos but I am sure once my confidence gets up I will be taking over 20. On of my things I love doing is vouleenteering for Rainbow guides wich I do every single monday in term time I love it and I am in the middle of doing my leadership qulification and I am really excited about doing my promise for moduel 2 have no Idea were i want to do it yet. You know when you do your job right at rainbows when one of the rainbows came up and hugged me bless and said happy easter yep deffinatly doing my job right. I got home and I got my set of badges that i ordered so i will be sewing them on this weekend to my camp blanket thats another project I want to finshe over the coming year/years actually finshing my camp blanket would be nice.
Happy Reading everyone again enjoy the photos.
My dog rosie sleepingon my bed at 8am this morning
my card that i made today

My massive pizza lunch at pizza hut wich i shared with Jen
the ice cream I got today hazelnut and crunchie falvour yummy
The faverourties platter

my set of badges that I got today in the post :D



Sunday, 25 March 2012

Week in the Life 25.3.12

Well what can I say nothing really much happend today but I did find some time to take photos this evening. The clocks went forward today so yay the evenings will not be so dark. Lazy day today but the parents came back with a chimenea wich is excited it means I can now toast marshmellows with my friends next time they come over. I got very frustrated today with the whole job seeker claim form on the internet all the questions they ask of you are silly and go way over my head. As a dyspraxic I find it so hard to get work and job interviews are so daunting that it seems to me no matter how many time I revise for the damn thing I always forget what I want to say and everytime I do mention I have dyspraxia the person interviewing me looks blank and wants me to explain so I sit there very nervous indeed explaing in the most simplest terms what dyspraxia is and after that they still don't get it. As a Type 1 Diabetic I have to by law disclose my diabeties so it makes sense to me that I disclose my Dyspraxia at the same time. If I met someone new who doesnt go to dyspraxia group or not in my close circle of friends and I tell them I have dyspraxia they thing oh yes i have dyslexia too I know what you are going through grrrrrrr no I don't have dyslexia I have Dyspraxia not the same thing.  But do get the support from my freinds family who think I am very inspirational person and I am told once or twice that I mange it very well. Well you have to find ways to get round things I have had dyspraxia since i was 5 so there are alwasy new ways to get round things. My main advice to people with the condition is whatever you want to be whatever your hopes or dreams are wether its your dream job or passing your driving test dont use your dyspraxia as an excuse or if you tell yourself time and time again I am not doing that just do it you will be surprised only the other week I found something in me to ring up Next steps to book an apoitment something I have never done is pick up the home phone and ring someone back I was so proud of myself. You can be who you want to be dont let your dyspraxia bullys or people put you down and say you cant becuase belive me you can do whatever you want to do and be whoever you want to be. enjoy the photos. Have a good week fellow readers
The chimenea
my very messy craft table yes the inspriaton come from here
the view from my bedroom window
one of my easter cards
moi
this keeps me distracted shakes fist facebook

Saturday, 24 March 2012

Dyspraxia Video

I recently went to a workshop to help people with dyspraxia know about when to disclose dyspraxia in the work place and self advocacy it was very intresting please watch this video its very intresting and if you have time please sign this online petion as well. Dyspraxia is something so close to my heart and its vital that people are made aware of this condition especally employeers who have no understanding whats so ever. http://www.change.org/petitions/the-royal-college-of-gps-improve-dyspraxia-training-for-gps-and-create-a-diagnostic-pathway. If you want any more infomation about dyspraxia please go to the dyspraxia foundation webstie were you can get some more infomation thanks you.
Dyspraxia is not a curse its a way of life.

Week in the Life- Saturday 24.3.12

So I was browsing the internet looking for scrapbooking and card layouts and usall and came across an intresting concept week in the life using photos and words so I am going to give it a go for my blog it will get me writing and creating a bit more. A lot has happned to me since I last wrote becuase I am not very good at keeping blogs. A lot has happned I split up with my boyfriend of 8 months and i am now trying to move on from him easier said then done as I still love him very much but he just wants to be friends boys hey my freinds think I deserve better and so do I. Today wich is saturday I went down to bournemouth beach with my friend and brother and low and behold guess what I saw yep thats right the massive Deck chair that is on the beach untill 6pm tomorrow evening its huge love bournemouth so much especally in the summer time I am so luckey to live in Dorset best county and coast line around I think. Easter is on its way so i am just begnning to make my freinds there easter cards using forver freinds decopage sheets that I got free in my magazine in January I think.  so here it goes Week in the life first day I will take pictures through out the day enjoy people. as well as seeing the deck chair my lovely brother took me to Giggis and we had a ice cream Banfoee pie flavour is yummy hopefully this project will continue and I will do a full day tomorrow enjoy. Life Laugh Love

 
The view from Bournemouth beach taken today



The massive deck chair on bourne mouth beach
The massive deck chair pretty impressive